Sudden Realization

Ok so here it goes, gonna brag first about the things I've been through yesterday. I've been sleeping and eating like a pig, and we've been to Eternal Gardens to off course visit my Mama and Nanay and Kuya Vincent. I've seen alot of people building tent house or whatsoever, some of them are eating, texting, even flirting, and chatting with their family cause' some of them consider all soul's day as a family reunion, kinda weird but I don't know, kinda hard to tell, and some of them even took a picture of them, and for my brother that was kinda morbid but for me?? naah! hell with it HAHA --- and then I found myself laughing loud enough to notice myself that there's a family mourning? cause' they're in the crematorium. And me? oh dear me! laughing like a devil cause' my daddy is hilarious. Then when we were planning to eat something for you know while me, my brother and my daddy talk with each other, we kinda took a step backwards because the price of the food that is actually sold inside the cemetery are really expensive 100% mark-up price and I thought to myself maybe the rent for their space is actually expensive so... hell with that again, we're hungry so can you blame us for saying some couple of nasty stuffs??.

Maybe you're currently asking what does with the sudden realization have to do with my blog for today? Well, I would like to tell you something while I was you know defecating -- I know it was something nasty again and unnecessary to tell you guys what I was doing during my realization, but you know what, maybe the greatest idea comes from very unexpected time, and I think there was no such thing as wrong timing when it comes to realization like this, or maybe defecating requires a lot of focus that's why here we go I got some worthwhile realization. I know it was a bit stupid and non-sense to you guys but here me out here puhlease! HAHA (this was my second haha on my blog by the way, and I'm counting it) 

Here we go, my sudden realization was off course about my life, and honestly I feel like God was with me all the way because of some twists and turns in my life that I actually don't know why I got in those kind of situation. But anyways, this was because, to come to think of it that I'm still on the BSA program was beyond my expectation, and I'm thankful for that, this is a realization because if me and Jinky haven't some kind of friendship before, then maybe I will not be in 2c and my path would be on some I don't know (can't even explain it) and probably I'll have to prepare my shifting form again. Things really do come from unexpected ways, I mean after all accounting is hard for me, so being in the program still is a really really big blessing for me. 

And here comes my second realization -- I know what you all probably think, it about my love life. So here is the thing, I'm member of CCP (christian community program) and I had found myself praying about my boyfriend, because I would not call it foolish or something, but I'm praying that please let him be the one. I'm praying for it because I can feel it you see, but weeks after that, me and my boyfriend were done, so EX would be a lot more appropriate term for that. Where is the realization in this one? Well I think, God said no to my prayers, maybe because I wasn't good enough for me, or he wasn't good enough for me, or maybe I was too good for him, I don't know actually but one thing for me is sure, we're not meant for each other. Well others might call this a bitter shi@#$ or something but for me, it was not at all, hell no. HAHA (third haha for my blog).  This was just about my realization while I was defecating.

Well that was it. That was my sudden realization, and I know this is too much focus for a defecating girl. But hell with it HAHA (fourth one!). All I can tell to you guys right now is "Every freaking thing happens for a reason". 

This is a long one --- 

Happy Blogging :) and Happy Halloween! ^__^

Running in Heels

Running in heels because when we were on our way to Farah's 18th birthday yesterday, I almost forgot my gift for her which was a shame if ever I did forgot all about it.. 

But anyway I did have fun, met some new friends, saw some of my ates' and kuyas' dance their way through the night -- what makes it even more fulfilling was that I feel like I was their photographer because they had use my camera phone to capture every smiling face they have. Although the party got some hired official photographer, but off course its a lot more different when you can pose freely in front of the camera right?? 

So what more can I say that night? besides that I feel like a girl  yesterday because I'm wearing a skirt and a heels? Oh yes, the food was great too, chinese cuisine is really tasty, that makes you wanna go for more --- Farah's 18th birthday was at Shangri-La Finest Chinese Cuisine, beside the Kowloon to be more specific. I've been there before as far as I could remember, the place was still the same after all.  

Honestly, I did have a long day yesterday, I was like can't take it anymore, I was about to give up with no valid reason at all just pure tiredness. I saw Ocha too, she was a good friend of mine,.. and she was like, what are you doing in here? and off course I said, I was just buying some stuff.. 

To wrap it all up, I would just like to say that I really really did had a good time yesterday,.. every worrying about farah's birthday was worth it --- 

Happy Blogging,.. :)

Chocolate on your forehead

What's with the title?? well last night was the night that I wasn't expecting at all. Far from my expectations actually. well its' done, all I can do right now was to laugh about it. 

Although I really can't remember all of the things that happened last night. All I can say is that I did have fun. Thanks to my girliefriends that had put something on my forehead that I wasn't aware of until today. HAHA

So for today I have to do something again --- its about the business proposal #again. Actually I'm done with the first one, but I'm currently working on my second one, so again wish me luck. 

And probably my mother was reading my blog. So I'll never waste this opportunity to say Hi to my loving mother, how are you?? I'm posting something to your wall, I guess you never knew that, anyway I love you mammy, take good care of yourself. and PS my grades are already in my student portal, so check it out.. HAHA 

I think that's all I can say in my blog for today,.. 

Happy Blogging. :)

what a failure!

I know what I had said the other day to you guys... and shame on me, I'm not yet done with our business proposition. I will work on that today! I swear, all over her dead body. I'm already done summarizing some information so I'm good to go.

Since its' our semester break already, I'll be spending most of my time in front of the computer again, as what I had done last summer..

And because of that, I will also spend most of my time looking at our student portal to see my grades and I'm nervous honestly speaking, don't know what will happen to me.

I wasn't able to blog about anything yesterday cause' I had a bad cold that I'm already sneezing blood, and I'm serious with the blood thingy, so when I lay on the sofa last night, I fell asleep.. and I'm pretty tired too, because for 6 hours we've been waiting for our thesis, cause' it needs to be book bind. The bookbinding guys are having problems when it comes to time management that's why my blockmates and I have to endure their foolishness. and by the way waiting for 6 hours made me play some pranks on my blockmates, so at the end of the day I had found myself to be physically abused, honestly.

And after waiting for 6 hours at last the bookbinding guys are done with our thesis. I was like hey bookbinding guys can we take a picture of you.

So much for the school stuff. let's move on to what I will do for today,...

1.) work on our business proposition.

2.) watch season 5 episode 2 of gossip girl -- already done with this.

3.) prepare myself for our grades -- too nervous for this.

4.) text some friends for tonight  --- this is already given and I'm enjoying it HAHA

That's it, and I think my friends and I will have a closing party tomorrow specifically swimming, daddy doesn't know anything about this yet, but he will tonight so good luck to me on that.

Happy Blogging :)

Gonna work on something big ---

Missing for almost 5 months, here I am blogging again to tell you guys that my brother's girlfriend has a business proposition for me, I just don't know if I should share it with you guys, anyway this business requires a lot of words, thinking, time and research --- well I can handle all of it, its just that this thing came up with my school just a few hours ago... Well we'll have another exam on my major subject, which is I thought was over just about yesterday... 

This retake of examination requires my time (off course), knowledge on my subject (off course), and a bunch of worrying too --- I'll try to handle all of this things though. 

After watching the social network on HBO last night, I though to myself, maybe I should start blogging again on almost about everything like in twitter, only I can share my thoughts for more than 140 characters. And this idea of mine could probably work cause' I think it could eased my worries, stress and every word associated with negativity. That's why for today, I'll start my first blog entry about what will happen to me for today.. 

Wish me luck though, I had this 6 tasks to finish for today,.. 

1.) review for my business calculus final examination, its' about derivatives I think (HAHA)

2.) work on our feasibility study acknowledgement 

3.) type our take home quiz in computer, its' about HTML by the way 

4.) compose a happy birthday message for our dearest par Graziel A.K.A cheche -- the message must be long though "that's an order" directly from her.. 

5.) fix our the recently washed clothes --- that's tough  and lastly,

6.) the proposed business --- the details doesn't matter though

That's it, its' gonna be long a day for me.. Wish me luck guys. 

Happy Blogging :)